Then I came across this clay mask recipe using Bentonite clay and I thought these two would go so well together! So I whipped up some mask and got ready for a mini-spa treatment. Fun stuff- except the mask kinda burned my skin, so beware. It's supposed to "tingle" or so it says on the bottle of clay I have.
It's been another big week of change. Which can be scary, but also good.
I turned 31, had fun celebrating with my family, and made some major health decisions. After visiting my doc and finding out that I may have Adenomyosis in addition to Endometriosis, I'm pretty sure that hystorectomy is my best option. I need to be healthy. I need to be able to do normal things-like sign my kid up for soccer. I have never been able to make that kind of commitment with my health problems. They have ruled my life. It's time to change that.
I never imagined having a hystorectomy at such a young age. I never imagined that I would have just one shot at bearing a child of my own. That I would only experience one pregnancy and one birth. I will cherish that experience forever. Morning sickness and all! While I can't begin to describe the heartache that comes with the loss of fertility, I am certain that this is the way it is supposed to be.